gardening apron

for ryu!^^ every wednesday ryu'll have gardening time at school, so this mommy handmade him an apron with his name on. enjoy!

ready for gardening with boots and gloves^^

DIY tablecloth

good morning^^ almost end of January and I have not greet you happy new year yet... hope we have a good year through.
want to share my shabby tablecloth... actually it happened because the fabric is too small to cover the whole table... so i combined it with another fabric, it is quite pretty and cute:p

here i share the tablecloth tutorial, it is for rountable with 90cm diameter^^ two step only, very easy!

tell me if you've tried, i'll be very happy if you send me the pic^^

sun visor batik tissue case

wew, quite a long title:p hello hellow, it is end of year count down, and I want to finish all of my orders, so I can have my holiday without burden^^ this one is really fresh from the oven, make it yesterday and feel so proud and glad to see the result^^ a toscaberrian *yes, this is how I named my toscaberries' friends, want me to make a tissue case, and spesificly she want to put it at the sun visor. and here are the pics.

I want to make a confession here. I need hours! to finish this tissue box, lol:p so difficult because I never make this before... I start with pattern, thinking of how it will be a user friendly tissue case, cutting the fabric, this and that... and the last thing, sewing! since I'm an amateur, now you know why it takes hours:p but all paid with the result, me so sooo happy! hope you likey ditta! HUG! (*thank you for waiting patiently)

fix you...

mom's birthday today, and I know she'll wish God to send her the only man she loved...
my daddy is mom's inspiration. yes, daddy is my inspiration too... but now, the topic is mom. She now lost her inspiration, no sophisticated dishes for lunch and dinner, no cookies and cakes for afternoon tea time too... and even no tea time now because she doesn't want to have it alone...
before, mom went to market almost everyday to buy fresh ingredients, she walked early in the morning before daddy's awaked, but then when she's done, my dad were always already there to pick her up home... now, mom goes to market infrequently, my auntie who lives nearby goes for her...
a lot of routines were gone along with daddy...  so what I want to give to mom is happiness and strenght to move on... wish you get your passion back one day... I love you mom! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HUG!

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

(fix you, coldplay)